reduced to a giggling schoolgirl

I swear. I'm a 9 year old around him. He reduces me to giggles and blushes. I absolutely adore him.

month long hiatus

ok so i took a month long break. so much has happened. so much has changed. started dating a very sweet guy. we'll call him Zim. i like pseudonyms. anyways. i'm falling head first. it feels nice, i definately never got a chance to feel this way with my most recent ex, dan, mainly cause the sex started before the dating. i think i like this way better, getting to know someone better and letting the feelings build up and build up. don't get me wrong, we all need some random sex once in awhile, and if it's not completely random, ie someone you do truly care about just aren't dating, then that's even better, if it works out. but this is just... sigh. happy face. i really feel like it's good and it's gonna be good for awhile. but i'm also an optimist.

i've been working more and more at the coffee shop, which is nice, got a little extra money to burn. i've been working about 10 hours a week at the jewlery store too. i'm debating taking my lappy when i go to work there, cause sometimes it gets boring and i'd like to do other stuff while i'm there... shhhh don't tell my boss! i doubt i'll ever get up the nerve to do it.

i'm trying to get into the toledo lucas county public library system. i want to work in a library again, it's my passion. i want to be a librarian. there are never any positions open to the public, unfortunately, so i have to volunteer first. then hope upon hope that one opens up that i can jump at. i have previous experience and if i get a job, i'm gonna keep it for a very long time, while i'm working on my bachelor's and then probably my master's too. keep your fingers crossed for me please!